Semua Bermula Dari Sini dan Akan Berakhir Dari Sini...

kadang aku bertanya, siapa aku?


lalu kusadari, aku bukan siapa-siapa

cuma sekedar lewat aja di kehidupan orang di sekelilingku

ga ada arti pentingnya

ga ada fungsinya
-__-

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside...
you will never measure up?
To those people you must be strong
Can't show them that you're weak.


Have you ever told someone something...
that's far from the truth?
Let them know that you're okay
just to make them stop all the wondering
and questions they may have.


I'm okay... I really am now.
Just needed some time to figure things out.
Not telling lies... I'll be honest with you .
Still we don't know what's yet to come.


Have you ever seen your face in a mirror?
there's a smile but inside you're just a mess
You feel far from good...need to hide
'cause they'd never understand.


Have you ever had this wish
of being somewhere else?
To let go of your disguise,
all your worries too .
And from that moment then you see things clear.


I'm okay... I really am now .
Just needed some time to figure things out
Not telling lies... I'll be honest with you.
Still we don't know what's yet to come.


Are you waiting for the day
when your pain will disappear?
when you know that it's not true what they say about you?
You could not care less about the things surrounding
You ignoring all the voices from the walls.

lirik by lene marlin ~ disguise
 
hahaha, pinter banget ya nyembunyiin perasaan yg sbenarnya.
pdhal hancur lebur g karuan, tapi ngakunya baik-baik saja..
hmmm,
memang trkadang sikap itu perlu dilakukan,
ketika suatu saat keadaan yg tidak membolehkan kita menuangkan segala perasaan kita.
terkadang, dengan DIAM, itu akan jauh lebih baik.
namun ada juga seseorang yg diam-diam mengkhawatirkan,
kalo dah gitu, mau g mau jujur apa adanya..
 
seperti sekarang ini, 5 april 16:52
seharian ini,
serasa bukan dirimu g sebenarnya..
kemanakah perginya keceriaan itu????